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Right now I am way too: disappointed
This entry probably looks way better at: https://matt1993.livejournal.com/315198.html

November is almost over. 2017 is almost over. I've wasted almost THREE MONTHS desperately trying to make all my LJ and DW entries look presentable again.

No, I've wasted over 6½ months since I really should've started on all of this when I joined DW in the first place.

And what do I have to show for it? 524 out of 1,212 entries fixed. At this rate, I won't be done until March at the earliest. :(

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ysabetwordsmith

It's frustrating when you don't make as much progress as you want. However, that's 524 entries you didn't have shaped up before you started, that are now up to your standards.

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matt1993

True, but that also means there are still 688 (or since I've fixed some more last night, more like 685-687) entries - plus my ridiculously long profile, plus community entries (though I don't think there's as much to fix in those) - that still need to be fixed. AND I still feel like I need to catch up on my friends page and most of the websites I used to check regularly - that's something I've been trying to catch up on for two years now.

Either of these alone is a daunting task that will take me a ridiculously long time, but since I'm OCD, I unfortunately have to finish BOTH if I ever want to stop feeling anxious about the future. :(

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ysabetwordsmith

Yeah, that part sounds really frustrating. I hope you get through it okay.

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matt1993

Thanks! :)

I really wish I hadn't went on that long hiatus from checking my LJ friends page several years ago. At the time, I felt like I had to because everything was reminding me of online drama that happened in

asperger in 2011, but now I feel like I'm stuck desperately trying to catch up on everything thanks to that. (And I apologize if you've seen me mention this before, but unfortunately catching up on all these things has become a big part of my life now, so I tend to bring this up a lot.)

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ex_jalerie705

Awww, Matt, chin up. *hugs* It could be worse. You will get the hang of it in time. :)

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matt1993

Hopefully... :(

But thanks :)

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It's hard to describe this journal in just a few paragraphs... but I'll try

Just an autistic guy born in 1993 (hence the username) who's had this journal since I was 14. Has trouble phrasing things well especially in earlier entries, so keep that in mind.

My interests have fluctuated in the 17 years since I've had this journal, but the following has remained constant:
- I like Mario games (mainly the platformers, Mario Kart, Mario Party) and Super Smash Bros.
- I like Garfield
- I like Homestar Runner
- I like Enya
- And I've always loved the idea of wacky crossovers between ANY of my interests, whether it's in the form of a short-lived webcomic in 2006-2008, a short-lived backwards lyrics site in 2008, writing down weird dreams in 2009-2011, playing Tomodachi Life a lot in 2014-2016, or what most of my posts are about these days: playing around with Character.AI starting in 2023. I still can't believe I'm actually in a world where an AI of Enya can talk to AIs of Mario or Garfield or even my favorite obscure characters like Mary O. from Super Mario Maker. :O

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