Whatever Matt Feels Like Posting

Also I'm not entirely sure what the Forbidden Comment Thread is...could you explain?

The Forbidden Comment Threads are a massive flame war apocalypse that happened in asperger back in November 2011. Since the five entries it spans are all members-only, you wouldn't be able to see them if I linked to them. And given what happened in them, I wouldn't really want to go back and find the URLs even if you would be able to read the entries if I did.

That's why I just linked to all my entries that my "forbidden comment threads" tag is on - I hoped you'd at least get an idea that way.

So here's some links to specific entries in my journal that'll hopefully explain it better. Some of them say almost the same thing, but I wanted to have a more complete set of links.

I recommend reading them while listening to scary or apocalyptic music to set the mood...

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/204943.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/205201.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/205547.html (or at least these two comments: http://matt1993.livejournal.com/205547.html?thread=857579#t857579 Because this is probably the first time that the Forbidden Comment Threads made me feel like I had to worry about everything I say being offensive.)

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/206722.html (I think this is the first time I actually use the phrase "Forbidden Comment Threads", although I think I've called them that in my head before then.)

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/207846.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/209019.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/216581.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/219726.html?thread=942158#t942158

One entry is way too long for me to link to it and expect it to be clear where the Forbidden Comment Threads-related bit is, so I'll just quote it:

"While I wrote [PrtSc Land], I had a tendency to say a lot of stupid things on the SmackJeeves [the site PSL was hosted on] forum and Homestar Runner Wiki Forum [a site I joined and self-promoted PSL on], to the point where I felt like I'd made everyone at the SJ forum hate me (especially moderator cutething).

When I started a thread about how my inability to make sense was due to my autism, I got a lot of negative feedback from members with Asperger's that took offense because they were fully capable of making sense and that I made it seem like everyone on the spectrum was that way.

This made me feel even worse about myself, and I made one of the worst decisions I ever made: saying that I was "considering considering considering considering considering considering suicide" while, despite feeling depressed, not actually considering suicide at all. This made people finally tell me that I was an alright person, but I still think they were only saying it because of the whole suicide thing." I then went on to say that the Forbidden Comment Threads reminded me of this, and that's why I was so depressed about those.

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/222159.html?thread=967375#t967375

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/223352.html (This one's about the Forbidden Comment Threads and something else that's also a long story, but hopefully also explained by the links there)

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/223997.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/225940.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/230277.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/230695.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/232166.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/232292.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/232489.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/235098.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/237625.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/237870.html?thread=1058606#t1058606

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/238581.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/240789.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/242295.html

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/242472.html (This is the first of a series of 15 entries about things that the Forbidden Comment Threads have made me feel like people might hate me for and never forgive me for [although some of them were just in there because they seemed weird to me when I reread them]. And it's not even a complete list!)

And some entries after that entire series:

http://matt1993.livejournal.com/246741.html