I guess so, but I wish regrets like these didn't crush my soul so much that I can barely carry on with my life sometimes.
Sometimes I can get over it for a while, but not long enough. Since the Forbidden Comment Threads, I have yet to stay happy for a full week and it's been rare for me to even be happy for three full days. Plus, when I am depressed, reading webcomics and listening to Enya doesn't help anymore - all I can do is wait for it to go away, which takes four to six hours. I don't think I'm ever going to get better... :'(
(ignore the first, second and fourth panels and the fact that I'm posting a Halloween xkcd in December)
As much as I hate talking about the Forbidden Comment Threads and likely turning this thread into one, I think I'm going to have to to solve my problem. See, I think the biggest part of my depression is the fact that I'm still not quite sure if we're on the same side. For instance, for a while, I had thought you were, as a while back you posted a comment on one of the Forbidden Comment Threads giving shy_james advice and seemingly being supportive, and so I assumed that you and John had made up because it sounded like you had changed your mind since the last time you mentioned arguing with him, but here you mentioned giving John the boot.
It may interest you to know that last month I sent shy_james a happy birthday message and, in his reply, he told me about how he understands why everyone was telling him to have such stringent standards and he explained to me that he only listed such standards because he feels that that would be the only kind of girl that would like him, not because it's the only kind of girl he likes, which is what everyone thought he meant. So I told him, "You never know, you might meet someone who has the same difficulties as you and would thus probably be more understanding of your situation :)"
*hits Post Comment and gets out a telescope to watch for asteroids colliding with Earth...*
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Sometimes I can get over it for a while, but not long enough. Since the Forbidden Comment Threads, I have yet to stay happy for a full week and it's been rare for me to even be happy for three full days. Plus, when I am depressed, reading webcomics and listening to Enya doesn't help anymore - all I can do is wait for it to go away, which takes four to six hours. I don't think I'm ever going to get better... :'(
(ignore the first, second and fourth panels and the fact that I'm posting a Halloween xkcd in December)
As much as I hate talking about the Forbidden Comment Threads and likely turning this thread into one, I think I'm going to have to to solve my problem. See, I think the biggest part of my depression is the fact that I'm still not quite sure if we're on the same side. For instance, for a while, I had thought you were, as a while back you posted a comment on one of the Forbidden Comment Threads giving
It may interest you to know that last month I sent shy_james a happy birthday message and, in his reply, he told me about how he understands why everyone was telling him to have such stringent standards and he explained to me that he only listed such standards because he feels that that would be the only kind of girl that would like him, not because it's the only kind of girl he likes, which is what everyone thought he meant. So I told him, "You never know, you might meet someone who has the same difficulties as you and would thus probably be more understanding of your situation :)"
*hits Post Comment and gets out a telescope to watch for asteroids colliding with Earth...*